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i will take a deep breath before i close my eyes. make sure that my celfone will alarm at the exact time. it soothes my mind, rest my feet, rest my eyes and the rest of my agonizing musles. i will dream about my angels lying in my arms. my celfone will alarm at a certain time and my eyes will open... ahhh it's time for another battle. i will hurry up to drink at least a glass of water to find myself back into this cold place.... i'd rather be there than hearing things that will later on can judge me of spreading something that i am not even aware of; or mistaken to be like someone that i am not. i will be there with her, whom i am comfortable being with. a personality with no hypocrizy or hate; outspoken and straight to say what she feels inside. hard to find one in this crazy world i am in. i'd rather put food in my mouth to avoid dropping some lines infront of someone's ear. ears that can not and do not want to distinguish a trifling matter from earnest. i never want to walk on anyone's ego, so i'd rather say something trifle but can provoke laughter though sometimes people mislead it into some kind of deliberate deceit. i feel so guilty to laugh, for these people are nicer than they thought... i really want to understand their fault finder minds so i can be more comfortable with the way people are. though it is hard, but i think i do....
“To carry his load without resting, not to be bothered by heat or cold and always be content: these three things we can learn from a donkey”
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